What if the god worshipped in temples and empires was never the true God of Light — but the deceiver in disguise?
That’s the unsettling question at the heart of The Forbidden Gospel of John: From Sinai to Nicaea and the Prison of Flesh, the latest book by A.L. Childers. Unlike traditional biblical commentaries, this book dives into forbidden gospels, suppressed Christian texts, the Council of Nicaea, Constantine’s Bible changes, the Cathars, Gnosticism, Zionism, and prophecy politics.
Instead of repeating church-approved history, it exposes the hidden story empires didn’t want us to read — a story written in ashes and blood, but still alive today.

📖 A Taste from the Chapters
Here’s a glimpse of what readers will discover inside:
✦ Chapter 3. Jesus the Awakener, Not the Warden
“The god of this world is not the Father of Light, but the prince of darkness in disguise. The flesh is not a temple but a prison. Birth itself is a trick played upon the soul.”
This chapter explores how the Cathars saw Jesus as the awakener of souls — one who came to expose the deception, not build empires. Unlike mainstream Christianity, they believed salvation came through inner awakening (gnosis), not through ritual or church hierarchy.
✦ Chapter 5. What the Secret Supper Says
“Even Moses, in his awe, was deceived by the adversary. The laws he carried down the mountain were not from heaven, but from hell masquerading as holiness.”
Here, Childers unpacks the Secret Supper (Interrogatio Johannis) — the forbidden gospel that claimed Sinai’s lawgiver was Satan in disguise. The Ten Commandments, rather than divine liberation, were exposed as instruments of control.
✦ Chapter 13. The God of This World
Drawing on verses like 2 Corinthians 4:4, John 8:44, and Matthew 4:8–9, this chapter challenges readers to ask: Why would Satan offer Jesus all the kingdoms of the world unless they were his to give?
The book argues that by worshipping empire’s god, humanity has unknowingly been following the adversary — and that the Cathars, Gnostics, and other heretics died for daring to say it aloud.
✦ Chapter 14. Israel and the Power Game
From the Balfour Declaration (1917) to the creation of Israel in 1948, Childers shows how scripture and prophecy have been weaponized for geopolitical gain. It asks the hard question: Who gained, who lost, and why does it still matter?
🌟 Why This Book Is Different
Unlike other books on Gnosticism or lost gospels, The Forbidden Gospel of John does three things:
- It’s source-driven. Pulling from inquisitorial records, Cathar testimonies, Gnostic texts, and modern scholarship (Barber, Wakefield, Peters, Ehrman, Metzger), it’s grounded in history, not speculation alone.
- It’s persuasive. Instead of presenting data flatly, it asks: Who gained? Who lost? Why did it matter? It’s not just history — it’s a case for rethinking everything we’ve been told.
- It’s practical. With a Reader’s Reflection Guide and a Study Guide, it’s built for book clubs, seekers, and anyone ready to wrestle with suppressed truths and discernment today.
⚖️ Disclaimer
This book blends historical research, theology, and speculative analysis. Many claims — like the Cathar belief that the material world is evil, or that Sinai’s lawgiver was Satan — reflect specific traditions, not mainstream Christianity. Readers are encouraged to consult original sources and scholarship to draw their own conclusions.
✍️ About the Author
A.L. Childers (Audrey Childers) is a writer and independent researcher who explores the hidden intersections of history, spirituality, and power. Her previous works include Silent Chains: Breaking Free from Conformity and Injustice and The Hidden Empire: A Journey Through Millennia of Oligarchic Rule.
Her passion is uncovering suppressed voices and forbidden texts — to remind us that even in ashes, truth survives.
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🔥 The Forbidden Gospel of John: From Sinai to Nicaea and the Prison of Flesh is more than a book. It’s a mirror, a warning, and a guide.
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