What if the God you’ve been told to worship was never the God of Light — but the deceiver of this world in disguise?
For centuries, one of the most dangerous texts in Christian history — the Interrogatio Johannis (also called The Secret Supper) — lay hidden in inquisitorial archives, nearly destroyed by fire but preserved as “evidence of heresy.” To the church, it was blasphemy. To the Cathars of medieval France, it was liberation. And to us today, it is a doorway into a story of forbidden gospels, lost Christianity, and the hidden history of the Bible.
In this groundbreaking book, A.L. Childers brings together inquisitorial records, Gnostic texts, the politics of Constantine and the Council of Nicaea, and modern scholarship to uncover what empires tried to erase.

✨ What This Book Reveals
1. Jesus the Awakener, Not the Warden
In the Secret Supper, Jesus does not confirm the Old Testament God as the Father of Light. Instead, he reveals that the material world is a counterfeit creation ruled by the Adversary. The flesh is a prison. Birth is a trick. The Ten Commandments themselves were traps of control — not divine liberation.
This is not the Jesus of empire. This is the Jesus of awakening — the one who came not to build institutions, but to expose the lie and lead souls back to the realm of Light.
2. The Cathars and the War Against Memory
The Cathars, a Christian movement in southern France, embraced this vision. They saw the god of the Old Testament as the Rex Mundi — the false ruler of the world. They lived simply, rejected war, sacraments, and wealth, and followed a Christ who awakened, not enslaved.
For this, they faced the Albigensian Crusade (1209–1229). Entire towns were massacred. Inquisition courts hunted them down, and their books were burned. Yet fragments of the Interrogatio Johannis survived — ironically preserved by inquisitors as “evidence.”
The Cathars’ story is not just medieval history. It is a warning about how power reacts when truth threatens empire.
3. Constantine, Nicaea, and the Bible of Empire
At the Council of Nicaea (325 CE), Emperor Constantine used theology as politics. While the council didn’t finalize the biblical canon itself, his reign reshaped the Christian scriptures, rituals, and theology into tools of imperial unity.
Texts like the Secret Supper, the Gospel of Mary, and other Gnostic writings were branded heretical. Why? Because they gave authority to the individual seeker — not to the bishops, priests, and emperors who needed control.
This book shows how suppressed Christian texts reveal what empire had to silence in order to survive.
4. Zionism, Israel, and Prophecy Politics
The book doesn’t stop with the Middle Ages. It traces how prophecy and scripture are still weaponized today:
- The Balfour Declaration (1917) promised a Jewish homeland in Palestine — but it was also Britain’s strategy to secure oil-rich territory.
- UN Resolution 181 (1947) partitioned Palestine — creating deep conflict that continues to this day.
- In 1948, Israel declared independence — seen by some as prophecy fulfilled, by others as catastrophe (al-Nakba).
Through the Cathar lens, this isn’t random history. It’s the recycling of the same deception: using holy language to justify empire, displacement, and power.
5. Satan as the God of This World
Why does this matter? Because even the canonical Bible acknowledges that Satan rules this world (2 Corinthians 4:4; John 8:44; Matthew 4:8–9).
If Satan is the architect of the material world, then every empire built on greed, conquest, and fear carries his signature. To follow blindly is to follow him. To awaken — as the Cathars taught — is to reclaim the light within and see through the deception.
This book asks the hard questions:
- Why do humans so easily follow systems that enslave them?
- Who gains from our obedience?
- Who loses when we awaken?
📖 Why This Book Matters for Readers Today
- Truth seekers will discover what the church, councils, and inquisitors tried to erase.
- Students of hidden history will see how empires manipulate scripture, memory, and power.
- Spiritual seekers will gain practical tools for discernment and inner awakening.
- Modern readers will see how the same deceptions of empire repeat themselves — from medieval crusades to modern geopolitics.
⚖️ Disclaimer
This book combines historical research, theological interpretation, and speculative analysis. Some claims — such as the Cathar view of the material world as evil or the suggestion that Sinai’s lawgiver was Satan — reflect specific historical traditions (Gnosticism, Cathar dualism) rather than mainstream Christianity. Readers are encouraged to consult primary sources and scholarly works (Barber, Wakefield, Peters, Ehrman, Metzger) to draw their own conclusions.
✍️ About the Author
A.L. Childers (Audrey Childers) is a writer, journalist, and independent researcher of history, spirituality, and power. She has authored books such as Silent Chains: Breaking Free from Conformity and Injustice and The Hidden Empire: A Journey Through Millennia of Oligarchic Rule.
Her passion lies in uncovering suppressed texts, forgotten voices, and the truths empires tried to burn. Through books, blogs, and essays, she challenges readers to awaken discernment and recognize the deeper battle between light and deception.
🚀 Why You Should Purchase This Book
- Because lost gospels and forbidden texts matter.
- Because the Council of Nicaea and Constantine’s Bible still shape what billions believe.
- Because Zionism, Israel, and prophecy politics still shape global conflict.
- Because Cathars and Gnostics left us a warning we cannot afford to ignore.
- And because what survives the fire may just awaken your soul.
📚 The Forbidden Gospel of John: From Sinai to Nicaea and the Prison of Flesh is available now on Amazon in paperback and Kindle.
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